on a long enough timeline the survival rate for everyone drops to zero

Hollywood Homicide

2006-12-11T18:54:00.000+07:00

Different side of two homicides in partnership.Hollywood Homicide, really cool as the Hollywood.

Lapindo Hot Mud Goes To Sea

2006-10-16T20:49:00.000+07:00

The worst industrial disaster in Indonesia because of Lapindo Brantas Inc.'s oil and gas exploration in Sidoarjo, East Java. It happen near my hometown, Sidoarjo. I've seen how terrible is the disaster. If the mud cannot be stopped, my town will be like a mud lake with thousands residences burried there.
The spraying of hot mud has been going on since May 29, 2006, when workers of an oil and gas exploration company Lapindo Brantas were exploring gas in Sidoarjo. After the incident, a number of villages became submerged in hot mud forcing thousands of people to abandon their homes to find safer areas. Some 25,000 to 50,000 cubic meters of hot mud came out of the crack everyday, compelling concerned agencies to make five-meter embankments near the exploration well to prevent the hot mud from spreading to wider areas.
As I know, the mud is still flowing and taking wider area. Government is planning to dispose of the mud to sea... State Minister for the Environment Rachmat Witoelar has said the Lapindo Brantas hot mud shoud be processed before it was disposed of to the sea in order not to disturb the life in the sea. In principle, the solution for the hot mud problem has actually been found, namely, processing the mud until it's worth disposing of to the sea, the minister said. I wonder how to process the mud.

My Twin Bestfriend Is My Real Life Ghost

2006-05-22T12:05:00.000+07:00

You are my bestfriend and my worst enemy
Having similarities together, promised holding hands forever
We're almost the same until your lie reflects my lie
Envy'd came completely made us in a rat race
People were watching making some noise
Their eyes depict that they would dump the loser
Competition comparison became the center of our relation life
It wasn't easy if we weren't totally different
Having been the same, forced to be more excellent than
One's crying, one might be celebrating by laughing in the back
Must be different, but had to be the number one of us
Being with you I'm glad while thinking a murder
I'm sick of your spurious acting
We could differ about deepest dark secrets and sins
Surely we two are backstabber
Full of sweet and soft friendship revenge
As long as we are finally dropping together again

World is cruel, our relationship's made it feel more than just cruel.
Drop 2 0

My Max's Military Pants

2006-05-18T11:18:00.000+07:00

Dark Angel season 2 - Max Guevara wore a pair of military pants when she was arrested in transgenic creatures maker's headquarter. Her pants color was black-grey-white.
Uncle Komang is a tailor in Bali. He made similar pants as Max's. Then I saw it was worn by Ratih. Of course, I want it!

I've already gotten my pants packet. My brother's colors is green-brown, just like military colors. Mine is similar as Ratih's and Max's, but I found the size was large for me.
Now, my military pants suits me. I'm ready to wear it to EF.
Love military things.

Jack's Smirking Revenge

2006-05-13T13:39:00.000+07:00

"After Fighting, everything else in your life got the volume turned down."

[to Tyler, while looking at a Calvin Klein-esque ad on the bus] "Is that what a real man is supposed to look like?"

"And then, something happened. I let go. Lost in oblivion. Dark and silent and complete. I found freedom. Losing all hope was freedom."

[while brutally beating Angel Face] "I felt like putting a bullet between the eyes of every Panda that wouldn't screw to save its species. I wanted to open the dump valves on oil tankers and smother all the French beaches I'd never see. I wanted to breathe smoke."

"I am Jack's wasted life."

My Life and Lincoln's

2006-05-12T21:13:00.000+07:00

Abraham Lincoln, 16th president of the United States, suffered from episodes of severe depression throughout his life. In 1841 he wrote: “I am now the most miserable man living. If what I feel were equally distributed to the whole human family, there would not be one cheerful face on the earth. Whether I shall ever be better, I cannot tell.”

In 2006 I wrote: "I am now the most miserable girl living. My mood's swinging, my consciousness isn't be the same. I'm confused of my feeling. Human living twisted my mind."

Over Stiff

2006-04-29T18:46:00.000+07:00

School prepares me to the real professional world - that's good, but it sucks!
My secondary school world full of teens. I'm teen, but I realized that I don't want to be stupid teen. I've saw stupid teens for 3 years in junior hi School time. They're raw and obsessed by popularity. They did something that they shouldn't do in their age - humping? Well, maybe yes.
They try hard to look sexy or cool. They always try and buy shits that are not needed.

So fucking stupid!